anyone who knows me know what an advocate for natural birth I am...and ive always like the idea of living natural and "clean eating" but never knew how or why or when to take the steps into that road. lately....and I dont know if its the holidays, or the move to VA or the isolation of the last few months but I feel like something is missing. im tired all the time!!!! I have no energy to play with the kids, I feel boring and run down and I just dont like it. I have 3 (yikes that still feels weird to say) active kiddos who need their momma at their best so I started thiking about what I can do to fix this. I have my friend (I call her hippie Katie and you can find her blog here- http://gypsymothsol.blogspot.com/2012_12_01_archive.html ) that I turned to for help and advice on this because she did a life change and ive never seen her more happy in her life....im envious of that hapiness. Im envious of her ability to really see this world and live life without fear of judgement and to just BE. im so jealous of that. Anyway...im not saying I will ever be totally like her or even go in that direction but I know im not happy where im at ( and no I dont mean in my marriage or anything....fear not me and mr bundty buns are great!) so here is to a new start in life....a new journey to get healthy and to be true to myself instead of feeling like im just floating around above my body. I dont know if that makes any sense to any of you but it makes sense to me. blog later when I have more time.
until tonight........
You can doooo eeeeet.
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